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Hmm... Life is like a whole bunch of donuts. They're really good at first, but after their all gone, your stomach hurts and you're sad. i am 16 years old and i live in lewiston maine. for those of you who are unfamiliar with maine, do not worry, it is basically the corner of te country where all the rednecks gather. oh well, enough of how deperessing reality cn be, and on to how interesting it is. I started a live journal because my girlfriend has one,,, and for a while, i have wanted one anyway. MY REAL NAME IS REALLY LESTAT! I AM NOT JUST SOME CRAZED FAN OF THE BOOK SERIES, EVEN THOUGH MY MOM WAS WHEN SHE NAMED ME THAT. When i was born, I died 3 times. The first time for 6 minutes, the second time for 8 minutes, and the third time for 13 minutes. I was pronounced legally dead all three times, which i gues would makeme a ZOMBIE!!!!!! lolz. when i am not off chasing random things, i enjoy taking things apart, playing with various pieces of electronica, inventing weapons of war, playing videogames. I also play RPGs, the tabletop kind specifically. I enjoy playing Wraith; the Oblivian, Vampire the Masqerade,Werewolf; the Apocalypse, Mage; the Ascension, you know, the stuff that Whitewolf put out before it decided to do the dumb "Requiem" edition stuff. I have been playing D&D since i was 11, when it was AD&D second edition, and love mages. I enjoy reading, especially reading manga, or Japanese right-to-left comic books. I love anime, and am a hopeless Otaku. Apparently, I have an IQ of 195, on a scale where 100-120 is average. I have been diagnosed with high end spectrum Asperger's which, as you either do or do not know, is a form of Autism, which is a "Mental Illness" In very broad terms, individuals with Asperger's have normal or above average intellectual capacity, and atypical or poorly developed social skills, often with emotional/social development or integration happening later than usual as a result. My foremost goal in life is to walk the fine line between Order and Chaos, Nature and Technology, Genius and Madness. There is a driving goal of sorts behind establishing such a balance. .
Always remember that it is MADNESS that drives mankind to seek CONTROL. Those who seek CONTROL are MAD, but those who CONTROL MADNESS, are GENIUS.

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